I loathe them.
I loathe to see them.
Live in the world of black,
I yearn for a colourful love.
They've always said,
The sun will always shine after the rain
And rainbow will display its seven beautiful colours.
When will the rainbow in my heart be shown again?
Live in the years of vie,
Strife openly and secretly.
Live in the family of highly regarded,
Warmth of love always eluded me.
Live in the years of quarrel,
Distressing, I'm searching for one to help me.
Introvertive was caused by them.
Sad's always my companion.
Thinking that it will soon over, but
It will always my imagination.
It will never come true.
Quarrel come to a cease?
No, never!!
D-I-V-O-R-C-E is not a new word to me.
It was frequently used when quarrel came...
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1:21 AM
I really can't stand this anymore....
I really don't know what to do....
Who can help me out of the troubled waters?
His expectation of me is so high,
Had always wanted me to be the best of the best.
He had never put himself in my shoes.
Even for my own personal celebration,
I had never ever invited my friends before.
Those were the unfamiliar faces which I didn't even know.
These were the ones that he claimed as his "friends"
He indulged in my personal things,
restricted my freedom, created my unhappiness.
Friends calling me out was rejected by him.
I had never had a chance to receive the phone call.
I was always kept in the dark.
Now he wanted me to learn new things.
Things that i wasn't interested on.
I was not allowed to touch things i like.
From young, I was taught to play piano
He said this is for my own good.
Wanted me to display it in front of his friends.
All along, I was not happy at all.
I was forced to do things he like.
He said he was paving road for my future success to come
He wanted me to inherited his business.
But I have 2 siblings,
Why was i chosen to be the one?
Does he ever know what I'm thinking?
Does he know I'm unhappy?
Does he know he was the one who caused my sufferings?
NO!! He don't know!
All he know was BUSINESS and REPUTATION!!!
I really have no idea on what to do.
HOW?
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1:28 AM
