When fear and worry test my faith,
And anxious thoughts assail,
Remember that me myself is in control
And I will never fail
I will never fail my promo! Failing is not an option!
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1:29 PM
Fever only subsided this morning and decided to come to sch then. Mr Chu is the lecturer of econs for today. His eyes really very scary, as if he is glaring at you, asking for your answer. Went to computer lab during GP lesson to do those grammar quizzes. Quite fun too! haha, because we can slack there. Ms Goh showed us she and her bf's photo taken in Korea during Civics lesson. Both of them really look like starring in Winter Sonata.. Hopefully not as sad as these Korean show, oops!
Mr Bryan Lim lecture our group today. He was so funny! Until to the extent I keep laughing and laughing (And Mie Lin they all thought that I'm already siao!) Then later went to library to study. Only manage to write an intro for my chinese essay. I met Megan Lim on my way back to msia custom. Well, after that Bro came to fetch me up and drove me to nearby restaurant to have our dinner. haha.. Even though I'm still feeling a bit sick, I still like today! hehe~!
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11:28 PM
I am worried for my promo exams now. I'm afraid that I can't make it to JC2. And I'm very stressed now! Sick until I?even dreamt of failing all my exams. I don't want to waste my one year of studying as well as the sch fees (quite large sum!). I'm afraid of receiving scoldings from my parents. I'm really very scared now! Can anyone tell me what should I do? Give up?
I will not give up!
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9:47 PM
Mood for the day: I'm sad, I'm sick and I'm unsure!After visiting her blog, I found out everything, and I'm devastated! She is really out to compete with me! But seriously, I have no intention for such competition. The way her blog is almost the same style as mine. Maybe I'm over-sensitive then~ I can ignore the comments she posted on YOU-KNOW-WHO's blog, but one thing really bothers me is the way she thinks of friendship. Is friendship really nothing to her? Or should I say, she is just using friendship to get her way? I don't know! I've been treating her nice even though others may not do the same thing as me. But how could she do this to me? She cheated me and claimed that she was not the one doing these silly things. Silly things! She said this word "silly things", and she's doing them now! How can i not be infuriated?! I really hope that there won't be a day where she will harm me (in terms of friendship)
Should I give her chance to repent? Though I know I've been giving her chance, I'm not sure whether this is the right thing to do. But I don't bear to see her being a loner with no friends at all. I know that feelings and that's terrible! And I think everyone doesn't want it to happen on them either. But I'm afraid that she'll go overboard - should I leave her alone? I'm really really torn between the two. What should I do?
I'm already very sick now and I don't wish to be troubled over this matter~!
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11:03 PM
Basically nothing much about today! I was caught in the rain this morning, and all it's because of the construction of the porch. My bus uncle cannot drive in and make a U-turn, and kevin, jia yaw and I ended up running in the rain. And I was all drenched! After that, went to home room to do my formula book. I was revising through my term 2 math and hardly ever lifted up my head to see what's happening around. The first time I lifted up my head was when Wen Chien came into the class. The next time I lift up my head again was the time to sing national anthem. And that was the time I realised Wen Chien was crying. Oh my god, I was helpless - I don't know how to console people and sought mie lin and maslyn's help in the end.
(To Wen Chien: next time don't bottle up your feelings and share us your troubles. We will solve your problems de. Please don't cry. It's quite ugly when you cry.. hehe)Today's Chemistry lesson wasn't interesting at all and it lured me to sleep instead. Our lecturer Karen Tay is really really hemhem...! Crack her jokes and no one is laughing except her..! -_-" And I don't know a single thing about today's chem lecture either. Maybe because her voice isn't as alluring as Ms Goh or Jane Ler, and presentation isn't as interesting as John Ng. I kept yawning for umpteen times. L.huiwen told me about the "anonymous" leaving a comment in my chinese blog. I have no idea on who's this idiot is, and if i ever know who he or she is, I surely kill her! Because he or she is trying to create chaos between me and Sebastz! Though I don't like Sebastz, I still regard him as a friend, and I hope that MAGE can stand out and apologize to me, and I will let bygones be bygones. Seriously, I think this is really a coward act.
Booked a room in library and we ended up playing bridge there. Haha.. Missed the mid-autumn festival celebration because it ends very late. Went home with Lisa and had a fun time with her. We had a lot of funny jokes and encounters, such as she mistaken her friend's sayings as *toot*! haha~
Friends, please don't nag at me lah... I know i haven't been blogging for months, but there's no need for you guys keep nagging and nagging at me! Forcing me to blog.. Aiyo, should i consider it's my blessing or my unfortunate to know you guys huh? =X
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10:33 PM
