Songs: When you said nothing at allGot back chem test paper today. It was disastrous. scored 36.6 out of 100. I expected this to happen since I didn't really sit down and study. A lot of careless mistakes committed, but it's too late, we can't change history. Confessed to Ms Goh that I was very depressed recently. Tend to cry very easily and don't know the reason at all. Moody in the morning, keep diaoing people (which mas claimed me to be), suddenly become bit cheerful in the afternoon... But everyone keep saying that I bottled up my feelings, I didn't. In fact, I did try to find someone to talk to, but it doesn't seem effective to me.
Back keep aching these few days. Can't even walk and sit well. Perhaps it's due to the weather~ Well, came to realise that therapy session doesn't help at all. Sigh~
Did some tests in metrics.com, and the result is:
22% introvert
This is the only thing i can remember.
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10:25 PM
I'm very pissed recently, and I don't really know why. Very easily annoyed. I don't really like myself... Is like I keep thinking that everything is not within my control, and no matter how hard I tried, I still can't get it. Tend to cry easily recently. This morning, I lied to Mas that I wasn't crying, but it's untrue. I don't know why I cried, tears just seeped out itself. Again, crying is not within my control.
Went on shopping spree that day, here's the list of what I bought:
3 pairs of shoes ( 2 high heels, 1 slippers)
1 pink T-shirt
2 jeans skirt
1 handbag
1 pair of earrings
Wend Orchard for lunch today. Ordered a lunch set and find it quite worth it - Ocean's Twelve (Salmon and potato fries), free flow of drinks and mushroom soup. The amount of the food they gave was so large, until to the extent that I was already half full after eating 1 Salmon fillets. "Donated" the potato fries to Sze Hao but he didn't eat it since he was in charge of Mas' leftovers. Went to take neoprints after lunch. Took the shots twice and I was bit disatisfied with the second one.
Chatted with Mas on train on the way home. Slept through the whole journey after Mas got off. Missed Kranji stop by 1 station, reached Yew Tee instead. Took train back to Kranji - wasted 8 mins~~~~
Friends, please bear with me these few days. I know I shouldn't flare up so easily and cause unhappiness to you all. But I don't really know why have I become so hot-tempered recently. Really very sorry!!!
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8:35 PM
Had math test in the morning, but didn't manage to finish it. It's rather sad to say that I had solved and found the answer but didn't have time to fill it in. Sigh. Today's Econs lecture was extremely boring, can't even absorb what Mr Chu had said..
We had a Suntec trip (a career exhibition) after school and it was damn boring lah~ There's bus to drive us there. Instead of admiring the beautiful scenery along the way, I ended up dozing off. It was really tiring for me lah, having to wake up in the mid of the night to look after and teach my crying nephew spelling. Sigh. Reach Suntec, walked with Wen Chien and Mas to "take" all those brochures. Actually that's redundant lah - I already made up my mind on which Uni to go and which course to take up. I just go for the sake of going. After the exhibition, everyone PS me. Mas went to eat dinner with her band friends, while that Sotong CHien HCLF, went to accompany her Dardar. Mielin is the only good person that nvr PS me (hee~). Went to BK with Fel, Mielin, Yu Fung, and Thomas to play bride + Dai Dee. Thomas is so funny lah, having to buy so many chocs for Fel. Fel ended up distributing the chocs to us. In the midst of the game, Clement, Jiehui and Roy joined us. Then we had a hard time to choose where to have our dinner. At last, we chose to eat at Just Noodles (bcos it's cheap! hee). I ordered a bowl of rice with Teriyaki Chicken. It's rather nice too. Played a few rounds of bridge, then Mielin and I received treats from Clement. haha.. After that, the group sent me to the MRT station, and HOME SWEET HOME lah~
One thing I observed at the JUST NOODLES was a triangle "ehem" within the group. Mielin sat with me, but Roy swopped place with me to play bridge. Ehem.... And Yu Fung was just beside Mielin. Hmm... Know liao right? haha... Shan't make it so obvious. hee... It's so funny lah, esp to see that Mielin blushed like a tomato. LOLs.
I'm rather pissed with this group of backstabbers. Is like what they behave in front of you is totally different from what they did behind ur back lor. Pls lah, I mean what's your intention of putting up in your blog to lecture and criticise people? I see no point lor, aren't you making it so obvious? It's like nt only 1 person lah. Well, since they are so obsessed in blogging and criticising pple's character and labelling him/her hypocrites, what's the difference of calling yourself hypocrites which you were so fake in front of people, and totally different behind our back. Before you want others to self-reflect, take a look at yourself in e mirror first, you should be the one who needed self-reflection lah. If you want others to respect you, all the more you should respect your ownself first.
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10:25 AM
