Recently I'm very pissed with this person.. I dunno why.. Is like just can't stand her lah... I shan't say out his/her name... One thing really can't stand him/her is he/she keep trying to act smart, act as if he/she knows everything... Pls lah, who you u are ?
pissed........
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9:50 PM
Math lecture was disastrous - all thks to Mas' horrendous laughter. We, no I shall say the whole lecture group was affected by her lah... Laughing non-stop.. Sigh, she's really a crazy woman. Pathetic sia~ I didn't pay attention during math lecture as I was rushing through my Chinese essay.
Million of thanks to Wen Chien, Mie Lin, Hui Wen and Yu Feng for celebrating me n Mas bday. It's really very enjoying! Sang duet with Mielin and our chemistry not bad too.. hehe. We keep pao mei yan (make those kind of lovers' faces) at each other, until Wen Chien couldn't stand it. So next time, wenchien pls sit down. =P The most terrible song I had was Shan Hu Hai. Omg, it's so disastrous lah.. HuiWen was the most amusing one, suddenly from high to low.. That part was damn funny lah. I couldn't help but laughing lah.. Laugh until tears come out.. Then I sang until voice almost become hoarse. Omg, what a sexy voice I nearly had~ hee...
My favourite duet was zhi zao lang man. That was so nice lah~ Well, everyone laughed at my horse song.. What's there funny about? It's just an old song mah.. aiyo... Then went to eat dinner in a Thai-restaurant. The dishes we ordered were not bad, quite delicious. WC had a big appetite lah, still not full after eating and finished drinking the TOM YAM SOUP. Wc arhx... looks like there won't be this one day for u to control your diet. hehe. Suddenly I realised one thing - I'm not good at drinking Tom Yam Soup. Make my ear so itchy bcos I always have ear itch whenever I take sour and spicy food. Dunno who teased me about drinking the plain water lah.. Aiyo, maybe I'm a miser by nature, 20 cents is also money what, we should not waste money! LOLx
Then took public bus home and I was nearly molested by this malay guy on the way home. He was fat and took up so much space from me lah. I ended up having to squeeze with him. It was due to this squeeze that I know of his intention. He was feigning sleeping and opened his arm very big until to the extent that his elbow nearly touched my ehem... Well, my most fundamental instinct was to protect myself and use my arm to shield. At first, I thought I was being oversensitive and wanted to try again. The more I drew back, the more he keep pushing in. And finally I realized sth bad is going to happen on me. I said " sorry excuse me" and wanted to change to other seats. But he refused to let me out and just sat there properly. I was so worried and held myself tightly throughout the whole journey. Didn't even have a wink lah. Throughout the whole journey, I was so uptight and nerve-racking, fearing that he will harm me. If he really did sth to me, I will surely scream like hell lah.. I really dread Malaysia public bus now. It's so unsafe! But luckily it's over~ phew~~~
Had econs MCQ test on thurs and scored 13 out of 15.. Well, I studied like hell lah, if I didn't score well, I can really go and knock my head on the wall liao.. Got back GP block test liao.. Sigh, I got D7, just need 1 mark to pass... sigh... But according to Ms Ng, my GP essay already improved le, but I still need to work very hard on it. Hope tmr will be a better day!
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10:16 PM
Frankly speaking, I don't feel like getting back my econs block test. I'm very sure and confirmed to say that I'm that F grader. My mcq is disastrous, DRQ is not completed, and I have no confidence in essay at all. All these combination already assured me that I flung the test. Maybe you will say tt I'm just being pessimistic, but currently I'm not! I know my limits and have premonition that I'm not going to do well in this block test. True enough, I scored AO for chem. As for math, my strongest subj is already a D, so what can I expect for my Econs? I expected to fail my GP too, since my points were not well-elaborated.
I don't really know what happened to me. Is like I keep telling myself that I will score well next time, but I'm just deceiving myself. I'm like, going to school aimless. Just go for the sake of going. Nth goes in my head, and I try hard to stay focus, but I can't!
WHY?! I DUNNO!!I don't want to face the reality but on the other hand, I want to wake up now! Completely wake up from my sleep! It makes me lost my direction....
Extremely depressed now...
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7:54 PM
Listening to: Always With MeI'm getting to hate probability more and more now... Stared so hard and still even can't figure out what's the equation is about. Not productive during math tut. Can't help it since brain chose to switch off that time.
As usual, chem lecture was boring today. But today's lecture pace was so "fast" lah, until to the extent I nearly dozed off. Chatted with Mas. Gossiped about Hello Kitty(HK). Oh pls, it's just a game, pls don't take it real. Pple may not be as naive as you, and he may not adore you like "you are his everything". Pls stop this! Hair stand when I think of this. Sickening~
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10:05 PM
had a tiff with my dad this afternoon. to me, is a small matter, so what for so angry? very very unhappy now...
suddenly have a crave for crasin - berry raisin. sigh, today didn't really eat anything.. hungry but no appetite at all...
hope tmr is a better day for me!
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10:48 PM
Listening to: This Magic MomentWent for therapy session this afternoon and it's so painful. My back is swathed in bandages, feel like a mummy now... And I'm full of medicated oil smell! It stinks!
Went shopping with mummy. Since I'm burdened with this strong stinking smell, I can't try on any clothes. So sad.. Asked mummy to try for me since our size are almost the same. True enough, she managed to fit onto the blouse I fancied and bought me one. Went to eat lunch at SDS. Nearly place wrong order - kiddy meal. The waiter was stunned. Just realised that I placed the wrong order. godz, made a fool of myself in front of pple.
Still suffering from this horrendous pain... When can I be freed from this torment?
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9:42 PM
