SONG: Alone
Tired of school. Tired of homework. Tired of mistrust. Tired of living. Sometimes, I just wish that I can sleep longer, or maybe forever so that I won't be bothered by having to excel or some other woes. And it is a good way of closing the eyes to the ugly side of the humans. I feel so drained now, and it seems like no one would understand what I'm feeling now.
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9:23 AM
Song: Hui Se Kong Jian
just feel that life is so sucks. Having to do the same thing everyday, over and over again. It's so dull and meaningless. I see no point why man should live in this world. Tonnes of work are pushing and pressing you, and it is nvr ending. What's the point of living when you were only given a short-period to live? All things will still become zero again; everything has to restart again; but the dull and boring life of man will still stay. I see no point!
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12:33 AM
Went on a shopping spree with Sis-in-law and Mummy today. Quite a fruiful trip indeed. Here's the list of what I've bought:
2 T-shirts
1 jeans-skirt
1 pants
1 pair of white-coloured shoes
All these total up to $183 and mummy is my ATM machine. Hee, Thought she will scold me for being a spendthrift, but she didn't and said it's fine since I rarely go out.
After shopping, we went to this restaurant called Kopitiam to have our lunch. I ordered a plate of spaghetti and was the last to be served. All thanks to the muddle-headed waiter who mistaken my spaghetti as nasi lemak. Had the wrong order changed and both mummy and sis-in-law laughed at my "foodlessness".
Slept on the way home. The air-con is so nice and comfortable that I nearly refuse to get out of the car.
Read one novel that day and found that particular line quite nice and special. It says: When a boy and a girl get together is like taking a bus. You end up on a particular bus because the right number comes along at the right time.
And that guy replied her, "Let me know, am I the right number? Are you ready to board the bus?" I won't say it's sweet or what, just find this question and response very meaningful.
Guys, thanks for always being there for me. I am fine now and thanks for the effort and encouragement you all have given me.
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5:35 PM
