A's finally over. All this while I have been waiting for this day to come, and i just can't imagine that it came so fast!! Before the paper, we thought that our life will have no worries after A's and everything can be easily solved by then. But little did we know that worries will never cease, in fact, I have more worries than before. Worrying about how to get around my life during the long hols break; worried about jobs to take up; and worried about what's their next step?!
Currently found a full time job at dad's restaurant, and part-time job as tuition teacher and graphics designer. Though the idea of working may turn one off, I'm just as excited as what would my life being a tuition teacher and graphics designer. Will it be as colourful as the graphics? or will it be as dreary as a "teacher's life" we passively assume it to be?
Growing up in this family has no identity at all. No one knows that you bear this surname, and you are the child of this family. Though the name of "protect" seems nice to hear, be mindful of the reality that you will no longer be known. I just don't understand why are the Asians still holding on to the mindset of "favouring males over females". No matter how hard the female tried, she will never enjoy the same status as the males even though her achievements may have surpassed them. So what's the point of living in this kind of family where you are neither recognized nor praised for whatever things you have done and contributed?
I just realise that there still exist fairness in this world. I'm angered when she embarrassed me in front of the outsiders. I can't defend for myself for I know if I did, I would be falling into her trap! I saw her cheeky smile, and that really give me a sudden prick into my flesh. For once, i shall concede defeat! But I swear I will never give her peace from now onwards. The day of JUST came, her picture was cut off from the newspaper that was meant to be an advertisement. *laugh* A penny of my thought: "I didn't know that you have your ends too. Well, you deserve it. That teach you a lesson for being rude to others!"
Heaven is not blind - the bad one will have their own deserts and they shouldn't be felt sorry for. Living at the expense of others will do you no good because YOU WILL BE DISGRACED IF YOU EVER TRY TO DISGRACE OTHERS!
just want to let her know: Learn to respect others and others will naturally respect you! ~~~
the story continues..
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