ok, I started this entry with a heart of disappointment. I was actually cheated! cheated by 2 friends whom I trusted most. Well, I can be frank to them, can even confess to them that I'm that THE ONE. I treated them nicely and they are always the first to get the goodies. So what did I get in the end? Nothing but a CHEAT! It's C-H-E-A-T ! A LIE !
So how should I treat my other friends now? With all my heart given, or just put on a mask?
You made me realise that I'm the only one in this world that can be trusted! No one deserves my sincerity, and my trust. Only me myself! whatever and whatever~ I really feel that I'm very naive now..
Nobody can be trusted.... Nobody.... Nobody......
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12:35 AM
Song: Hao Ting by Valen Hsu Ru Yun
I'm not feeling very well recently, physically and mentally... Thanks to the recent bad weather that I'm still under the torment of the long and persistent flu.. As for the psychologically illness, those 3 university applications that i've sent all gave the same answer - REJECTED! Sigh... I'm a bit sad right now... Well, I'm all lost now! What should be my next step? A lot of "should I and shoud I not" are cramming up right my mind now!
Perhaps a sleep will be able to solve my answers ~~
A penny of my thought: Why must they be woes and worries in this world? Why can't man just lead his life happily with no troubles ever and ever after?!
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5:31 PM
Please mobilize other fans of Michelle Yim to leave messages to our idol in the blog set up by HK TVB.
Our icon is lagging behind with other actors in terms of the number of supporting messages in the blog set up by TVB.
The link is :-
http://app.tvb.com/board/drama/heart_of_greed_blog/blog05.asp
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7:29 PM
I'm not a puppet to be manipulated!!!! Neither a football for you to kick~
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11:55 PM
I'm pissed!!! DAMN PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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12:36 AM
Greed of Heart - Michelle , Lee Si Kei & Kwan Kuk Ying related about their encounter, friendship in the show.
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10:44 PM
Now i finally know the feelings of "hope being shattered" & "badly humiliated"... Dad suggested that we should open a shop that sells traditional foodstuff, since it's quite popular in malaysia now. Some more, there isn't any shop that is operating in our area. Thus, we should even take such opportunity to earn money. But the biggest problem is there is a lack of trustworthy person to tend the shop. Dad & Mum thought of me, and I was delighted. Because given my tender age, who is willing to let a young girl to manage the shop? Mum even said this, "If you are no longer studying, you can have the chance to tend it." Well, i know that I'm still in "pursuing studies" stage, but i'm still quite happy because at least I'm still highly thought of. However, all things shattered when eldest sis-in-law said something, "she's so young & inexperience, how can she manage? She only knows how to eat but not managing the business! moreoever, sources of traditional foodstuff are still a problem"
Well, I admit that I'm young & still inexperience in these area, but must you said these harsh things to me? Not even giving face to me! hello, I'm not the one who only knows how to eat but not managing the business! Or else Dad wouldn't even assigned me to manage company's accounts, not because of what, is because he thinks that i'm capable enough to do the accounts. Dunno who's the cause of messy accounts, and I've to adjust back for her~~ Please spend more time on the branch's business rather than picking on me and my 2nd sis-in-law. We are not just as free as you are!
Dad has his way of thinking, if he thinks that we can make it, we certainly will. If you have no suggestion to make, please respect the person who is talking and listen attentively. There's no reason for you to keep criticize people yet you have no feasible plan in mind. I just don't understand why people likes to be the center of attention? So what you've become one? If you have capabilities, it's alright to be one. But you are not, so why bother to be the one? Don't you feel that there's too much unnecessary burden to carry?
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12:42 PM
